Restlessness

I am having my English preliminary on Monday. Yes, I should be studying. But I can't. :< I always focus at night but in the day I just feel like doing something else! When I don't study, I feel guilty and I want to get a good grade for once. 


I don't know why I'm even thinking about English when my biggest problem is Math. I hate Math. Math makes your brain burst. PSLE is just so unpredictable. We'll be like studying their typical questions when suddenly on that day, BAM! Some 'smart' asshole introduces a new sum which we've never seen in our entire lives. Our solution is guess and check, which seems pathetic. What's the use of ripping your brain into pieces when you can't even get the answer? I don't even think I can get into Crescent Girls' School if my chances of an A are very very slim. I might not even get into Commonwealth Secondary School. 


I must get at least a low A for Math, Chinese and Science. Those the subjects I am most worried about. For my English, I aim to get an A*. But obviously that would never happen unless the people who set the papers actually have a heart. Maybe a high A for English. I'll see what happens for my preliminary. You don't need Math to become a lawyer. You need English to become a lawyer.